The 1st day of 2013.

It's 2013. Happy new year, everybody. How's you guys new year eve?
#sigh# It was the first new year eve without my closest friend, i do feel abit lonely but, it was also the first new year eve with my bf. To be honest, i was expecting it supposed to be wonderful and romantic... Well, it have been spoiled.
There's more than thousand words in my mind, i wanna tell but i found out that there's no one can trust so i would rather just keep it to myself.
I'm sad, i feel soooo bad.
Sometimes i wish i can be more generous, not that stingy.. but i really can't let go of these feelings, it's so hurts.. but how? This is what i want, i gotta responsibility.

Gosh... these feelings is killing me...