The Beauty of a woman.

“The beauty of a woman is not in the clothes she wears, the figure that she carries, or the way she combs her hair. The beauty of a woman is seen in her eyes, because that is the doorway to her heart, the place where love resides. True beauty in a woman is reflected in her soul. It's the caring that she lovingly gives, the passion that she shows & the beauty of a woman only grows with passing years.”
― Audrey Hepburn

When your lover isn't chinese...

"i would never give up on you or us, no matter how hard it is." Thanks for the rose, baby.

I used to think that love isn't that difficult, as long as we love each other then we would through all the difficulties, no matter how hard it is. But the facts proved that love is more difficult when both of us has our own culture, religion, family background....  and doesn't have the same language...
I was so sad when my family strongly opposed on us and i was like “oh my god! I thought all of you would be support me!” My family used to tell me that they just want me to be happy, it doesn't matter where is the guy come from and stuff, but now they doesn't give me the chance to choose. What's the point? No point at all. I know they are just worried about me but i'm not a child... I know what i want.
My sister and my grandma had changed their attitude for me, all the things turn into a messed and pressure comes from everywhere and everyone... Is there anyone could give me opinion? I felt so helpless and my heart is full of fear... I was try not to answer and face but i failed to do it. If both of us are serious, it would happen someday, when the time is come, things would be more difficult. 
Oh god... I love him, i wish i would never sway by these shit.

投诉信 Complaint Letter

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然后亲笔签名，填上名字，和自己现在的地方名称和地址。【每人签4张等于一份】

然后寄过来
YB PRINTING SOLUTION
31G, JALAN PANDAN INDAH 1/23D
PANDAN INDAH 55100 KUALA LUMPUR

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Post it to me...
YB PRINTING SOLUTION
31G, JALAN PANDAN INDAH 1/23D
PANDAN INDAH 55100 KUALA LUMPUR

人生的路上，障碍无处不在。

当我看到我最好的朋友说一套做一套的时候，我已经没有了去争辩去质问的力气了。
即使看到曾经很要好的朋友一步一步离去，逐渐变得稀薄的感情，看着她的心里不再有我，就算我再怎么对她好，就算是嘘寒问暖，她也始终不满足...
或许不是她不满足也不是我给的不够，而是对于在她的心里，我已经沾不上一席的位子了。即使事情已经到了这种地步，我也已经完全没有了想要挽留的力气和冲动。
我累了。我给的再多，我得到也不足以称得上是值得。
随便你们吧！你们爱走爱留，我不管了。如果你们能够做得到将心比心，或许你们能够体会的了。

唉！最近真的做什么都不顺利。
做直销，遇到无良商家。
天天打电话去追问，没有一个人可以给我正面答复。
报读课程，凑不足学生，迟迟未开班。
想要重新装潢，天天下雨，害我都没有办法上漆。
好累....真的好累。
今天打了四个小时的电话到公司都没人接，一直说是系统繁忙。这是从来都未发生过的状况。
我从来不觉得自己是个不会哭的人，反之我是个很眼浅的人。很容易哭。但是经过最近的事情我都尽量让自己压抑下来...
直到今天当我觉得所有的事情都一团糟的时候，我打电话问我姐能不能帮我写一份正式的投诉信，我要寄去政府部门。我已经累了等待了，所以我打算直接写投诉信。
姐姐问我什么事，我就忍不住掉了眼泪。人家说，不闻不问的时候也不会哭，就是别人一开口问你，你的委屈就像泉水一样从眼睛流了出来。刚好这时爸爸在我身边。
爸爸不单只没有给予安慰反而还责怪我为什么这么爱哭。
可是我却从来也不在他面前哭，因为我最不想被他看到我的眼泪，在他面前我一直都是性格倔强又霸道的人。
坦白说，这个时候我真的很生气。我有困难的时候，你从来不帮忙反而认为我再添麻烦。那好。我就靠自己。从头到尾我都是一个人handle整个case，我从来不求他，因为我讨厌哀求，特别是他。
你从来不闻不问，我跌倒了，你却责怪我为什么哭。来龙去脉你不懂，你凭什么责怪我哭？
我好累...真的好累...
我承认自己是个特别容易转牛角尖的人，所以很多时候我都会将那些很小的事想得很严重，然后就一个人在角落舔舐伤口，屈屈寡欢。即使是这样又怎么样？我没有错，因为我从来也不把我的困难主动告诉别人，也不会把问题丢给别人。所以就算掉眼泪，都和别人扯不上关系。
所有的压力重叠又重叠，我的心真的好累，感觉心悸问题又严重了。我真的很不喜欢这样可是又无法控制自己的思想。现在的我真的很迷惘，我真的不知道我可以做些什么让自己过的好一点。
医生说荷尔蒙失调的人除了靠药物来帮助，自己的心态和情绪也很重要，这一个月来我都尽量往好的方面想，控制自己的情绪不要大喜大落，就算遇到问题也不要给自己的压力。
我一直都记住一句话：一个伤心的理由不足以抹杀九十九个快乐的理由。

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